Change

And I will never see the truth
This is not a matter of my youth
I do not need anybody else
Bonds would put my mind into cells

And I will never know I was wrong
Never listen to those truly strong
I do not fear anything that’s not me
Ignorance is the ultimate key

But I wouldn’t want to live like this forever
But change myself? Never never!
The very thought sends shivers down my spine
I’m sure everything everything will be fine

I am the one who cries out at night
For somebody to change my very core
Not sure why I live in endless fright
Doomed to love only myself for evermore

I am the one who has no real friends
Shallow people flocking to my banner
Always trying to make easy amends
Cherishing my own overbearing manner

Life - always fragile
I will never change
Love - always fleeting
I will never change

Life - always fragile
I will never change
Love - always fleeting
I will never change

But I wouldn’t want to live like this forever
Maybe I really was too clever
But I wouldn’t want to end like that
I would die lonely and incredibly sad

I will never drag myself out of this
The shadows of my past bogging me down
Feeling lost in turmoil and crisis
My face forever set in an endless frown

I have been hurt beyond mental repair
Thence destined to suffer eternal damnation
No one can be there for me to care
But without I will never find salvation

Lust - always empty
But I will never change
Death - always tempting
But I will never change

Lust - always empty
But I will never change
Death - always tempting
But I will never change

Everything is about control
I must never slip nor ever fall
Anything is possible for me
I must never doubt and finally be free

And finally be free


Source : Jimmy

Every time I'm thinking of you,
My saddened heart still cries.
But I know you are now at peace,
Resting in God's Heavenly skies.

The pain you had was left behind,
Once you entered Heaven's door.
Held in the arms of God Almighty,
You will never feel pain anymore.

Your beautiful soul now flies freely,
Reaching down from Heaven to mine.
Always to keep you so close to me;
Bonded through the passage of time.

Your loving heart is remembered;
It holds a special place in my heart.
And I will always keep it held within,
Through every day that we are apart.

It still hurts so much to think of you,
Because I'm missing having you here.
Yet I know that in the Heavenly skies,
God's gift to me, is to keep you near.